 MirulJune 17th 1991 (Age 18) Male Shah Alam
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Jun 30, 2009
Harini aku hilang trust, trust towards someone.
The person cakap that she love you, care about you,
but, she couldnt afford nak buat apa yang you asked.
do you trust that she/he mean it?
and then dia cakap dia akan tunggu aku untuk terima aku,
tapi bukan untuk masa terdekat.
i dont trust it.
actually tak salahkan dia jugak, aku pun tak dapat nak accept
yg dia keluar dgn he/she 's friends.
but love, people will do anything kan?
Maybe bukan jodoh aku, belum sampai masanya kot. Less then 24 hours aku akan berangkat ke INTI. Bermula lagi cerita hidup baru.
Lahir kat kuantan, Kecik-kecik hidup kat KL, belajar mengeja kat terengganu
aku baligh kat kat Kajang, ambik periksa kat shah alam,
aku main-main kat merbok, aku struggle kat Terengganu,
aku berkawad kat kuala kangsar, sekarang, dunia muda-mudi aku kat Nilai,
dipanjangkan rezeki oleh Allah s.w.t, Insyaallah aku ke US.
harap-haraplah impian aku this time sampai.
Actually aku masih menunggu keputusan dari yayasan terengganu
harap-harap permohonan aku untuk jadi pilot diterima.
insyaallah, aku percaya, sekiranya ada rezeki aku, adalah.
Sekiranya aku permohonan aku untuk pilot ini dapat, Insyaallah aku
leaving kot study aku nie.
God Know Better.
aku terima qadar dan qada'.
segala usaha dah aku cuba.
Dipanjangkan rezeki, adalah tu.
Suddenly teringat cerita lama, where i had a chance
represent malaysia for Asia Pasific Yo-Yo Championship 2005,
genting.
zaman muda mudi.
Singing Out
azmierul che mat 
Posted at 08:30 am by Mirul
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Jun 29, 2009
Audioslave - Heaven's Dead
Anchor the night, open the sky
Hide in the hours before sunrise
Pray for me not, I won't lose sight
Of where I belong and where you lie
Heaven's dead when you're get sad
I see your wishes fly
Out of time
For the best time you've had
Shipwreck the sun, I'm on your side
An army of one, onward we'll ride
And whisper your songs, birds to the air
We'll bury all of our burdens there
Heaven's dead when you get sad
I see your wishes fly
Out of time
For the best time you've had
I'll take it all, arrows or guns
Hundreds or more to save you from one
Save you from one
And Where I'll be
Posted at 03:52 pm by Mirul
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Jun 26, 2009
Sorry for not posting on my blog for a while. Well, currently I'm on a hiatus because I have been busy with my work plus I'm also quite lazy to post up new things. Nothing really big and drastic happened in my life so far.
Well, this post is just another post where I just missed the good old times. Don't you remember the times you spent with your friends and loved ones? Well, I do and I miss it a lot. Sadly, due to our own personal reasons like work or studies, we barely contact each other anymore.
At times, it feels as though we are drifting so far apart that I fear that we might just be strangers once again. I tried my best to keep in touch with everyone but not necessary hoped that all of them would reply in just an instance but just to drop by and say hello would be good enough, if you know what I mean. It saddens me that the people that I'm so close with are drifting so far apart that somehow we couldn't find the time to actually talk to each other, to catch up on things. A part of me fears that maybe they could be avoiding me? Maybe because I'm too clingy on them? I don't know. But I just hope that my friendship with everyone is still the same. Plus it is exceptionally hard when all of us are in different parts of the world hence the different time zones.
Maybe I'm just thinking way too much, or maybe it is all those times I spend alone in the room. Or it could be that I'm worrying so many things at one go that it is making me crazy. Who knows? But for all that's worth, I just pray that I can keep in touch with everyone again and in hopes that we could find time to actually come on and say a simple hello or asked how are you?
rooftop.
azmierul che mat
Posted at 04:47 pm by Mirul
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Jun 6, 2009
Airline Pilot to Geologist?
 aku di rumah jerteh aku mahu jadi pilot. -.-"
Signing Out
azmierul che mat
Posted at 02:19 pm by Mirul
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May 22, 2009
It seems like yesterday that i've been with you,
laughing at each other with no tears bugging around.
It seems like yesterday that i keep on texting you
wake you up for morning prayers. I've been sitting
next to you, looking deep inside your eyes hope that
you will know that someday i'll be spending the rest of
my life with you. I pray to god to give me a wife of full with
iman and solehah and be all the time whenever
in the bloom or gloom.
It seems like yesterday i been walking with you circling
the lake nearby telling that i'll be with you whatever
in front will be to finish the pathway. When looking
at the frame that u gave me, i wish that i can
ride a time machine to go back at the moment. How
i am going to booked a movie ticket without you?
Who will drive me tour the shah alam again?
When will be my next moment to visit your house again?
Where would be my next restaurant to lunch at.?
What colour should my shirt next be?
How i wish i can go back and fixed all the mistakes that been done.
How i wish i can have a call before off to bed.
How i wish someone will drive me wherever i asked them.
How i wish someone will look and care for me.
How I wish that i had someone to share my tears and happiness.
But, i believe that, everything is doing right.
God know better than me.
I hope that tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and later,
will be joy for me.
How I wish that could be.
snuffing out
azmierul che mat
Posted at 11:45 pm by Mirul
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May 16, 2009
Program Ijazah Luar Negara
Arinie aku kat jerteh, lepak2 sebelum esok bertolak balik ke s.alam.
Well, alhamdulillah sejak dua menjak nie, rezeki aku dimurahkan oleh allah s.w.t, aku apply untuk bumi armada scholarship, aku diterima, aku mintak untuk biasiswa yayasan terengganu, permohonan aku juga diterima, aku mohon untuk kursus asasi sains di uitm, juga permohonan aku diterima, baru2 nie paling mengejutkan apabila permohonan aku untuk sambung study luar negara bawah sponsor JPA juga diterima. Alhamdullillah, mungkin rezeki aku, penat usaha aku bertawakal, berusaha.
syukurlah aku dapat, Apa yang aku dapat tahu dan baca dekat internet, even pelajar 141A pun tak dapat tajaan JPA, laporan THE STAR,
Tapi aku berbekalkan 8a 1b, alhamdulillah, aku dapat. Mungkin rezeki aku.
Itulah, orang kata, kalau rezeki, adalah tu.
few days nie aku banyak spent masa aku dkat kelantan. Since ini je sementara masa aku ada sebelum sambung study, lepas nie, bila dah start belajar, tak ada dah masa untuk aku spent sama2 abah...
Dua tiga arinie aku jugak banyak belajar benda.
betapa susahnya orang dekat kampung, sehinggakan 8 ringgit pun bernilai.
kalaulah aku, 8 ringgit, abis prepaid je...
aku sendiri tgk dgn mata kepala, zaman moden mcm nie, ada lagi orang daif, tinggal di rumah berdindingkan guni.
iyelah, jika nak dibandingkan dengan negara lain, negara lain even worse.
tapi...
smalam dalam pukul 12.10 minit malam, nenek kepada Aina Adilah kembali ke rahmatullah. Oleh itu, sama-samalah kita sedahkan al-fatihah kepada mendiang neneknya.
Al-Fatihah
aku di kelantan.
Posted at 11:56 am by Mirul
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May 13, 2009
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aku di klantan.
azmierul che mat
p/s: I love you!
Posted at 04:35 pm by Mirul
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Apr 30, 2009
NOBODY KNOWS
By: The Tony Rich Project
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Posted at 01:05 pm by Mirul
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Apr 18, 2009
Past few weeks nie, aku kurang update blog, why?camera dgn umie tercinta dekat jerteh, dia pakai buat tangkap gmbr rumah apa tah. Ye lah, dia pun nak merasa gak gadget tkini neh. So, aku takde mood nak write blog takde gambar. Camera compact? gua takde, gua orang miskin woo. So past few days nie jugak teringat balik zaman kecik-kecik skolah dulu.
Ha, tibo2 mari angin nok tulis dialek kelantan. Nok wi hilang kebosanang. Ni ambo bbabak nnulih stail karangan maso skoloh mulo ni mugo teringat zamae tikatae 3 di skoloh ale mega mulo. Saing ambo la, dio ado komen entry lamo ambo tuh, dio kato teringat ko geng-geng lamo. Pah jjadi la teringat ko format "surat tidak rasmi". Namo jah "tidak rasmi" tapi gak skema nok mapuh. Kalu hok tok rasmi sungguh gak, paka tulih jahhh. Takdok nok sibuk ehh nga alamat beloh kiri ko, kanae ko. Wojik naka laaa isi kandugan dulu-dulu. The truth is, no one will write that way. Tapi, ho lah, mano ttahu 40 tahun lepas, tok nenek kito meme skema lagu tuh deh? I doubt so lah. Cikgu Rosnaini (i miss you cikgu, where are you!) kato, buat "rangka karangan" dulu, tulis isi-isi penting, pahtu olah perkara tersebut menjadi perenggan. Contoh perenggan, baek punya.... "Apa khabar keluarga di sana? Anakanda berharap agar semuanya berada dalam keadaan sihat. Anakanda di asrama sihat sejahtera. Tujuan anakanda menulis surat ini ialah untuk meminta kebenaran ayahanda untuk menyertai rombongan yang diadakan oleh sekolah anakanda. Untuk tujuan tersebut, anakanda memerlukan wang sebanyak RM 100.00 sebagai bayaran tambang , penginapan,dan selebihnya sebagai wang saku." What laaaa? Kalu wak lagu ni sunggoh bokali ayahnda pong suko ko-o. Guano anok aku ni, maing pil kudo ko ya jjadi pok dogol wokyoh lagu ni. Aloh sungguh-hae tehh nok mitok duit. Seratus pulok tuh. Kalu senario sungguh, its just gonna be simply like this. Step one, go to menu and select "message". Step two, select "type text message". Step three, tulis "boh, mitok nok gi lawatae, cikgu kato seratuh soghe, buleh deh boh". Step four, send to "boh" or "abah" or whatever u save as ur father's name.
Itu je lah dari ambo. Cik Aina dok busy sms ambo, tok reply kang merajuk lah apolah. Cik Aina nie malah, cikgu wi kejo matematik kat dua~tigo bule doh, dok siap-siap jugok, SAYANG! jange malah-malah gak. Banyok lah busy, busy laye ambo ko? Apa-apa pun doakan ambo dapat jadi pilot! harap2 permohonan ambo mintok yayasan terengganu dapat.
Syukurlah.
Azmierul Che Mat
Posted at 02:16 pm by Mirul
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Apr 15, 2009
1. How old are you?
# masih 18 tahun
2. Are you single?
# bdua...
3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
# entahlah....30 tahun kot
4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
# insyaallah. kalau ada rezeki, diizinkan allah s.w.t
5. If not, who do you want to marry?
# kita tunggu jodoh... insyaAllah adalah jodoh nanti
6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
# akmal the STEEL
7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
# traditional.... tapi macam nak buat garden la.haha...
8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
# maldives! private island. senang nak buntingkan bini aku nanti!
9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
# depends pada ongkos jugak... tapi kalau boleh nak ajak ramai2 saudara-mara, kawan2....
10. Will that include your exes?
# takde ex....
11. How many layers of cake do you want?
# 3 la.... 2 da macam common pulak
12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
# morning.... entahlah, tak penah pikir pon ada beza semua tu
13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding: # after many goodbye. hahaha... tah, tanya isteriku, aku x berseni
14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife? # ada beza ke? ala... buat macam standard orang lain sudah. yang penting tak menyusahkan diri dan keluarga
15. Champagne or red wine? # aku masih berpegang kepada ajaran islam ok... no arak2 ni
16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding? # days kot... kesian kat family lepas habis wedding je tros g tinggalkan dorg. at least, ni la masa berkenalan dengan family kan.
17. Money or household items?
# ni ape? hadiah kahwin ke? i thought semua orang tau kalau dtg kenduri kahwin kene bayar makan? at least tu sumbangan kita untuk kurangkan beban tuan rumah. hadiah semestinya, sangat2 dialu2kan... terima kasih
18. How many kids would you like to have?
# selama ni aku pernah terfikir nak ada anak yang boleh muat kereta sedan je. so, 3 orang sahaja.
19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
# yang **** tu tak payah la. tapi kalau yang lain macam jalan2 ke, bagus gak kalo record. but i prefer picture la compared to video.
20. I want to know their wedding plan…
# takde sape2 la...
Posted at 01:59 am by Mirul
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