After much consideration and deliberation,i have decided that this will be my last post. It's been a joyful 5 years of writing and sharing experiences.But we all knew it all along that one day it has got to end.Well,today is the day.No i am not sad,frustrated or depressed. I just thought that it's time for me to move on to something else. I have developed so many beautiful friendship through blogging.In a way that you could never imagine. Not to mention ended a few as well. But that's life. If one thing that i have learn t in this short period of my life, that is nothing will stay the same forever. We act, we think,we feel whatever that is happening at the moment. We can never be sure of what the future holds for us. So I've learn not to put my expectations too high for if you fall, you will fall hard and might not be able to stand up. If you want something to happen,you got to work on your own. I always put that in my head.
I am so blessed with the people that I've met here,who eventually became like a family, you know who you are. God willing we will forever be one. So thank you really everyone for your supports, comments and most importantly your time in reading my rantings. I've grown so much for the past 5 years and you guys are part of my journey. It's time for me to start a new chapter of my life. Feel free to drop me a mail if you feel like writing.Who knew it will be a start of a new friendship.Till then, stay safe and remember life is short, we need to make the most of it.What doesn't kill you will make you stronger.
there's hell lot of things happen this weekend, i wish i could write all up, but somehow, i just did not found any single words can be used to story the things out. maybe i will tell in some other entry.
by the way, enjoy the video, my late approach doing VPS VOR/DME Approach Runway 04, that day, i fall into thick dark cloud. tell you, the feeling, being inside the cloud, wasnt as nice as you can watch in cartoon.
syukurlah, azmierul che mat
and to fatin syahirah shahiruddin, please dont think much, stay focus, study hard, your pro exam is coming in a few weeks time, buckle up, exam is all matter now! and dont forget, everything comes from the UP there, if you do remember Him always, He also will always remember you, Allah Humma Yassir Wala Tu'assir. amin.
when i see benson & hedges, it recall the memories that used to had with my late tok-ki. suddenly i missed him. al-fatehah
this month electric bill for our condo, shoot up to RM 840.43 you guys know why? its all because the air-cond remain on 24/7. luckily the school paid fr all the bills and charges. =D
Universiti Teknologi Petronas from 4000 feet above sea level. i took this when i did my VPS VOR/DME Approach runway 04. its a great architecture work right?
the thing that i love most flying in ipoh is we are all allowed to fly until 1900 hours. so, i get the chance to watch the sunset when i slotted on the evening sortie. i will never be able to get this chance if im in KB.
Currently typing an entry at such odd hour...slept for a while and then I just couldn’t sleep anymore. Guess I have a lot of things going through my head these days, influencing me mentally, emotionally and physically. I feel like I’m going through some life crisis but I do not want to admit that I’m in it. I’m worried about my career path, my life and my future. Everything now seems so bleak. I guess I’m slowly learning the hard way of growing up. It’s kind of hard to get thru all these. I guess some could tell that something’s up with me. But as usual, being the person that I am, I always try to hide it. I was never the serious one. I’m always taking things as it goes, always laughing and not bothered about anything. But as you grow older, your responsibility grows bigger and you have to start growing up. Guess it’s time for me to start now.... one step at a time and in hopes that I will have some guide to lead me the way.
At times I will sit in my own little world, wondering what the future holds for me. But at this point now, all I see is just plain blur. The world is changing, people are changing, I’m not 18 anymore and I do know what responsibilities I have to bear.
I know I’m not perfect. Nobody is...I’m juggling all these things together while trying to hold myself together. I may look like I’m not taking things seriously or not able to sit down and think it thoroughly but I do...maybe it’s just the way how I take things that make people think I’m not being serious. I’m always willing to learn to become a better and more responsible person. I admit, I’m stubborn and naive and always reverting to my old self, but I can’t change overnight. I’m taking small baby steps to grow and learn.. we never stop learning as we grow. There are always new things out there that you do not know...my dad once said to me, "I know my faults and it’s hard for me to change, but I’m doing my best to change it and you have to bear with me. I know I’m not perfect, nobody is. If anyone is perfect, they would be a God."
subhanallah. lately pengisian aku kurang, baru sedar, betul apa yang pernah dicakapkan warden dulu, once you step out of this school, you are on your own. So here, we teach, you on how to be a better person in future. syukurlah fr the rahmat tuhan berikan untuk aku tergerak mendengar ceramah-ceramah agama.
